Grown Man(Rough Draft)

Can't we be a bite more civilized? Can't we put more value in human life? Can't we act right? You see, I am a grown man. Trust and love go hand in hand, but I'm not afraid to shoot the hands. I value life, so I won't pick up a gun and take another life...I'd rather fight. I'd rather not create strife, leave a mother or a wife crying cause she heard her man is dying or dead. That being said...I am a grown man who protects his Fam. I won't hesitate to kill a man who harms my fam...my wife, girlfriend...any woman I love, trust me. As she may not be strong enough to fight a man, I am with tatted hands...just in case the gun jams...or if it isn't that serious. He'll be abused by Love and Trust, just the same way he probably abused her's...and it hurts. It hurt her so much she called me, knowing I'm crazy, but understanding that I am a grown man with a plan. Solve problems. I am a grown man so I'm tired of talking bullshit...only talk realness because I take life serious. I never liked clowns, so why would I want them around? I'm tired of these niggas who are funny style, the ones who smile at me knowing damn well they ain't happy to see me. The ones who talk and "walk" with me, knowing their slithering snakes who's heart aches on sight of me...Yet they act as if they enjoy my company. They envy me. They recognize I'm real, recognize I'm grown and it shakes the fake niggas down to the bones...they envy the realness I've attained. I am a grown man about my business. Only dollars make sense, so if your looking for change, you can come my way. I'm not after hoes, that's not my style. I don't care about cars...God gave me legs so I could walk. And fuck clothes, I'll give the shirt off my back to someone less fortunate...if I'm fortunate enough to share. I don't even care about the money, I just know I need it to eat, but I just want to be...Successful. I'm a grown man about my business, so I take care of my shit, my mindstate is...I'ma eat regardless. I am a grown man who looks out for The Fam...Especially my brothers, most especially the bigger ones. Without them, there would be no me and I wouldn't have changed. But because of them, Family and friends, I can honestly say, "I am a Grown man in a Family of Grown men. I learned from the best" Fuck that, we are the best...Family is everything and my loyalty lies with them till the end. I signed it with a pen..."Till Death Do us Part." The Family will forever be a part of my heart, forever hold my Trust and Love...forever be my Blood. Even if it isn't all the same...water is part of blood's composition, so listen...If I tell you that's my brother, best believe he's my brother and I Love him..and could Trust him around my wife...even if we don't look alike. Without Family and friends, I still wouldn't be a grown man...just another problem, waiting to be solved. Hence why I thank God for yall.
R. $olo